expletives.

I get how my high school is different than the majority of high schools in the US. And I get how your best friends are your toughest competition, but seriously, I try not to pry into your life and how far you’re in your college application… and I thought people would be considerate enough to reciprocate my actions. But apparently not. If I say, “I don’t want to tell you,” I come off as a bitch. And if I tell you, you get this knowing look and I can totally see the cogwheels turning, but at the same time, I don’t have the heart to ask you the same thing. God. I’m a wimp. Just leave me alone. Focus on your own college applications, and stay out of my business. F*** you all. Well… maybe just some of you.

Hmm… I forgot what else I was going to say. Type. Whatever. Crap. But on another note, I love how in one class, if I’m the one that someone knows the best, s/he won’t stop bothering or talking to you. But when we’re in another class together, and there are other people around, I’m ignored when I ask a simple question. Eff you too. Leave me alone. I don’t want to answer your stupid questions.

I can’t wait to get out of this f***ing town and away from a lot of you.

I’ll probably end up deleting this entry after I cool down. But I think my temper rises faster when I haven’t gotten enough sleep. Physics is such a bitch. I stay up until three finishing a physics lab, and I get an F on a test. Life is really sucking right now. This shouldn’t be this hard.